can't concentrate on homework today.. so i went on tumblr instead
i have a massive headache today. there’s a million different things floating through my head, and i don’t know how to process them.
its funny when i compare this summer to last summer. last summer i drank all the time, saw my friends often..pretty much the best summer ever. this summer i’m stuck in school, and i really haven’t seen my friends that much.. sad. but school isn’t so bad actually.. i kind of prefer it in the summer to be honest. and i’ve made a lot of awesome friends this year at school, so its pretty chill. i get to hang out with my friends all day. and people may disagree with it being cool that your boyfriend goes to the same college as you, but i like it. i like being able to see him in between classes for a few minutes, and sneak kisses in the halls, like in high school where you had to be all secretive lol. its sweet. and our drives home where we vent about shit that happened during the day, its great. i love spending time with that kid.
lots has changed in the last few months. a few different people have told me that my personality and whole demeanor has changed - in an incredibly positive way - and considering what we’re talking about when that comment comes up, it is THE BEST compliment i could receive. being told i seem happier and more positive? yeah, its great.
so this summer, although completely different from any other summer, has been great so far. i do wish i saw my girls more, i miss them a lot.
ps. i want to gain weight. i lost too much weight in high school, and i still feel too skinny at times. which is funny because sometimes i feel huge.
“In the past ten years, Harry’s famous lightning bolt scar has been applied to Daniel Radcliffe’s head an estimated 2,000 times. 588 sets have been created. And Harry has gone through 160 pairs of glasses, and some 70 magical wands.”—Larry King, a CNN Harry Potter special (via mugglesdontgetit)
my brother is honestly one of my best friends. we’ve always been close, but when we were younger we used to fight like crazy. but lately we’ve been chillin a lot with each other, and it’s honestly been awesome. i’m really glad that we’re at that age where we can be really good friends. he’s an awesome person, and i love him to death. i really do. i hope he figures out what he wants to do in life, but i know he will eventually. i mean look at me, i took a year off from life to figure my life out, i’ve made mistakes. so what? everything falls together when it’s supposed to, and i hope he sees that and stops putting pressure on himself to “figure things out.” i hope other people stop doing that to him too.
but yeah, moral of the story, he’s one of my best friends. i love my brother.
and we’re gonna get sibling tattoos :) we talked about this for hours yesterday lol. i’m excited about it :)