April 2011
63 posts
“Forgiveness is never easy. Bitterness is easy, Hatred is easy. But forgiveness,...”
something to think about
“Do you ever wonder how different everything would be if you had never met the one who changed it all?”
Yes, all the time. Today I thought about this for a little while. I don’t think I would have ever fully come out of my shell, I don’t think I would have made my last year of high school as incredible as it was, I know for sure half the experiences I had wouldn’t...
“There is something between us but it’s not real. It’s the past....”
“You know what hurts most? The seconds in the morning where you’ve just...”
I AM SO EXCITED FOR MAH BDAY
seriously so pumped! the last time i had a legit birthday party was grade 7! and kinda had one in grade 10. but shiiiiiit, i can’t wait!
fresh start?
just want to say.. helping yourself is GOOD. doing things to make your life better is GOOD. i hate giving out too much information about myself, but i got help today with a problem i have. i took the first steps to getting some sort of help, and even though nothing has come of it yet, i started the process and i feel a little lighter already. and a little sad cuz i wish i did it sooner. but...
wednesday.
why are the things that aren’t good for you the hardest to let go of? maybe because they made you feel intense feelings? idk. i think i like not being treated 100%. cuz i guess i think i don’t deserve to be treated that way.
it’s hard when you realize the thing you want may not be what’s the best for you. this blog isn’t going anywhere, just had a few thoughts i...
ting tang bang bang.
i hate pretending that i’m happy. i feel so fake.
idk what’s wrong with me, because my life is good and i have a lot of things to be happy about. but i’m never happy.
i need to change something, get some help.
at least on the bright side.. today is the LAST day of the semester! 2 more exams today and i am DONE with semester 2. thank god.
BLEH
SO. TIRED. TODAY.
hm.
i think i’m beginning to realize that certain things are never going to go away and stop bothering me. ever. and that makes me sad. things used to be so different with me, i just don’t feel like myself anymore.
today is just a really off day. i’m going to go nap now.
